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Volume 5 Issue 18 15 May 2008 |
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The E-pistle |
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The Father’s Love by Deacon Tonna Eidson |
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To have a full comprehension of the Father's love, we will have to wait until we are with Him in heavenly places, however, we can get a glimpse of His love for us by looking at how we show love in human relationships. Here are some scriptures that reveal God's love for us and how He shows it. No lack of salvation: John 3:16, Romans 8:2, Romans 8:16, Romans 10:9, Ephesians 2:8 No hunger: Matthew 6:25-32, Luke 12:22, Philippians 4:19, Psalm 107:9 No homelessness: Philippians 4:19, Psalm 68:6 No loneliness: Psalm 68:8, Matthew 19:29 No lack of employment:Philippians 4:19, Jeremiah 29:11 No sickness or pain: I Peter 2:24, Isaiah 53:5, II Corinthians 12:9-10, Psalm 147:3 No lack of clothing:Luke 12:22, Matthew 6:25-32, Philippians 4:19 No lack of peace:Philippians 1:2, Philippians 4:7, II Corinthians 13:11, Romans 5:1, Psalm 85:8, Proverbs 13:13, Romans 8:6 No lack of comfort: Jeremiah 31:3 No depression or heartbreak: Romans 14:17, Psalm 16:11, Psalm 147:3 No lack of protection: Psalm 12:5 No defeat: Romans 8:37, Deuteronomy 28:7 No hunger: Matthew 6:8, Deuteronomy 28:5, 12 No rejection: Hosea 1:10, John 3:16, Romans 8:1, 15-17 http://www.fathersloveletter.com/flltextenglish.html |
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Remembering Our First Love by Pastor Paul Walker |
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In my quiet time the other day I asked God why some people who call themselves Christians can be doggone mean. I heard the Holy Spirit say, “The reason why so many believers are joyless and mean is that they’ve lost their first love.” Then I asked, “How did they come to leave their first love?” The Spirit said, “Many believers believe IN Jesus, but many don’t BELIEVE Jesus.” As a child being raised in a fundamentalist church I heard the salvation message over and over but very little else. In my own life I can truly say that I believe IN Jesus; for salvation, healing, intercession and more. But I do not always believe the things Jesus said, Jesus said in John 14:16, “If you love me, keep my commandments.” That seems pretty simple, right? In Matthew 22:37-40 Jesus said “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like it. You shall love your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments hang all the Law and Prophets.” The Word says that King David was a man after God's own heart and yet we know that David made many serious mistakes in his life. What made the difference? I believe we can find it in the attitude of David's heart when he said, "Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; And see if there is any wicked way in me” (Psalm 139:23). Our birthright in the Kingdom is RIGHTEOUSNESS, JOY, and PEACE, (Romans 14:17). Do politics have you dismayed? Don’t concern yourself with it, God has promised justice at the right time. Are you disillusioned with religion? The word says to worship God in Spirit and Truth (John 4:24). Worried about money, houses, cars and stuff? Don’t waste your precious time, it’s all going to burn! The only thing that should really matter is your first love, JESUS. He loves you with an everlasting love and desires your heartfelt love in return. As an example, when Todd and I first started dating I would
make him one of my favorite dinners; grilled ham and cheese sandwich
(grilled slow so that the cheese is gooey)
and tomato soup. Todd would eat
every bite with apparent delight. This
made me happy. Later on I learned
that sandwiches weren’t exactly his favorite thing (carbs!).
The reason he delighted in the meal was because I had made it and we were together. Nurture your relationship with your first love by spending time with Jesus; sing Him a song, share your day, read His Word, hold tight to all His promises and bask in the warmth of His presence. Your right relationship with Jesus will make all the difference in your life. |
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A Minister of Music Get's
Booted, Experiences Defeat, Then Finds Meaning in Life (My Testimony) By Ed Yancey-Smith |
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When I was first asked
to put my testimony down on paper, I realized that it was something I had
never done before. At first, I didn’t
see the reason or need for it; but as I began to pray about it, I came to the
realization that my story, no matter how trivial it may seem to me, just
might inspire someone else who is going through similar circumstances in
their own life. I was born the eldest of
4 children into a very “Christian” family.
My dad was a deacon of the I first new that I was “different” when I was
about 8 years old. I wasn’t sure what
it was, but I knew I couldn’t be gay, because that was a sin and God would not
make me a sinner – He loved me too much to do that to anyone. So I just knew I was different. At first I thought it was a test, to see if
I would follow God. As I got older,
the test got harder. By the time I was
16, I new I was gay and was not able to reconcile my spiritual life to my
sexuality. I was simply failing God
and would never make into heaven. Then
I decided to give myself another chance.
How? I would get married, have
children and let her change me. So
another lie started for me. I found a
wonderful girl that I really and truly fell in love with (I thought I knew
what love was). I didn’t have far to
go, she was my pastor’s daughter. We fell in love and I asked her to marry me. I figured a good Christian woman would be
able to “change” me to “normal” and I would be okay again. We married in May of 1979, and were very
happy, for about 6 months. Then my
true nature started to creep back out.
I had “friends” all around town that were only to
eager to help me out – some were even in my home church. Spiritually I died; I forgot all about
God. After all, he couldn’t use a
queer man. I was still struggling with
the spiritual side of my life. By this
time I was the Minister of Music in a large Assembly of God church; I didn’t
know where I was spiritually, I couldn’t understand why God was still using
me to lead His people in Worship. We had two beautiful boys. Joshua and Jeremy; born 11 ˝ months apart
in November. They were the joy of my
life. Now I had to tell my family that
I was gay but didn’t really know what that would mean to my little
family. I was the minister of music at a large
Assembly of God church and knew that I would be giving that and my family up
when I came out. We had two services on
Sunday morning, so I decided to talk with my pastor between services. During the 8:30 service, God moved greatly
and there was a great outpouring of the Holy Spirit during our praise &
worship. After that service I let the
pastor know I needed to speak with him about something very important before
the next service. We went into his
office and I told him that I was gay.
Before I could finish my thoughts to him, he relieved me of my duties
and called my assistant in to the office and asked him to take over until
further notice. My partner Tommy likes
to tell people that I was defrocked when the pastor found me wearing one. That afternoon, I talked with my wife about this “problem”
that I had. She sent me packing. Then the opportunity of my life came about,
I was moving to My ex-wife called me on my birthday, September 6th
in 1996, and told me she wanted me to forgive her for the way she had treated
me and that she wanted to know if I would like to spend more time with my
kids. She had gone to the court and
had the order changed; I could see my kids whenever I wanted. They were 14 and 15 at this time. They came up to visit me and we were able
to get (what is now a great relationship) going. It was rocky for a while, but as long as I
was honest with them they were able to understand and finally were accepting
of whom their father really was. In
August of 1997 I met Tommy Yancey. It
was a fix-up by mutual friends that thought we would be good for each
other. I fell in love with Tommy
almost immediately. He was attending a
My spiritual life was better, but I still longed
for a church that offered more of what God offered. We moved to God has moved greatly within our lives, our
relationship, and our home in the past 6 months. We
are so excited about what God has planned to do in the |
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Pastor’s
Corner & More |
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Lighthouse Ministries by Pastor Brian Grizzle |
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All Alone
by Pastor Angela Brown
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How many time have we been in the midst of hell and in that moment could
not see anything but the flames that surround us? We so through trials and tribulations and may wonder “Why, When, or What?”
while in the situation. Then we emerge out of the flames and realize that we
were not burned but instead the fire strengthens our spiritual growth and
increased our testimony. It doe not matter what the enemy may throw at us or
try and throw us into, we belong to God and the devil has no hold on us. Rom 8:35-39 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall
tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril,
or sword? As it is written: “ For Your sake we are
killed all day long; We are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.” Yet in all
these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. For I am
persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor
powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any
other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which
is in Christ Jesus our Lord. |
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I separate myself from every unclean
thing. I submit myself to God. I resist the devil and he flees from me. I
give no place of opportunity to the devil. I choose the fear of the Lord which is to
hate evil, pride, arrogance, the evil way, and the disobedient mouth. I
consider Jesus and His presence in me. I love God more than anything this
world offers. I present my body as a living sacrifice to
God -- holy, devoted, and consecrated to please Him, which is a part of my
spiritual worship to Him. I am not conformed to this world's way of thinking,
but I am continually being transformed by the renewing of my mind to His Word
so that I can prove what is the good, the
acceptable, and the perfect will of God in my life. I have the mind of Christ. Jesus said,
"The prince of the world comes but he has nothing in me." Just like
Jesus, I decree that satan has nothing in me. I cast down imaginations and ever thought
that tries to exalt itself against the knowledge of God. I bring my thoughts
into captivity to the obedience of Christ and His Word. |
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Fire Institute |
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May 11-17 Read 1 Samuel
16 – 2 Kings 15 May 18-24 Read 2 Kings 16 - 2 Chronicles 35 Come ready to discuss these amazing passages! |
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SpiritFest 2008
May
22-25 ____________________________________________________________________ Upcoming Events
June
6- Women's Basketball Game @ Phillips Arena
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