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Volume 5 Issue 19 22 May 2008 |
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by Apostle Randy Morgan |
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A New Way to Use Your
Computer: Part 3 -- The Backspace Key by Deacon Tonna Eidson
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Probably the most used item in the home or office these days is the computer. Here's a way to use your computer to help you remember to pray for yourself for a victorious life: Look at the backspace key and as you think of it's function (erase), let it remind you of how God gives us another chance by "erasing" our bad stuff and letting us get a fresh start when we repent and rely on the Blood of Jesus to cleanse us. Acts 3:19 "Therefore repent and return, so that your sins may be wiped away, in order that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord" II Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come." Ephesians 4:23 "And that you be renewed in the spirit of your mind." Psalm 103:12 "As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us." Isaiah 1:18 "Come on now, let's discuss this!" says the LORD. "Though your sins are bright red, they will become as white as snow. Though they are dark red, they will become as white as wool." I John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." Jeremiah 33:8 "And I will cleanse them from all their iniquity, whereby they have sinned against me; and I will pardon all their iniquities, whereby they have sinned, and whereby they have transgressed against me." |
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I was born in I attended a two-year college near my home and played on the women's
basketball team in my late teens. I felt lost then (not knowing where I
fit in) and tried alcohol. I felt more accepted and I acquired a taste
for beer and could guzzle it. I later went with friends to Heritage I started searching, checking out different churches and I found a
non-denominational church which I attended regularly and got involved in the
Children's ministry, and Praise and Worship Ministry I also went on a mission
trip to In When I was 23, I married and we became children's pastors and we were
involved with praise and worship.We had a beautiful
daughter, Crystal.The death of my mother-in-law
sort of shattered my faith in "healing is for all now". I
quit praying for sick people, because they kept dying. Problems began to arise after seven years of marriage and we went to a lay minister for counseling. My husband was having gay tendencies and was having a hard time dealing with it. The lay minister told me that it was my fault that he was having gay feelings. This all hurt me to the core. Proverbs 18:14 says, "The spirit of a man will sustain his infirmity; but a wounded spirit who can bear?" I had feelings like I never had before. I was so angry. Our marriage hit rock bottom in '92. I was enraged and didn't know what to do with my feelings-I was out of control and I checked myself into a mental hospital. My marriage ended and I moved and started drinking again. At one point, I
thought I might be an alcoholic as I was drinking twice as much as my
friends. Bulimia had a hold on me again. I struggled with a battle in my
mind. I felt worthless and wondered, "How can God use me
now that I'm divorced?" I went back to school and finished my
degree in telecommunications management I married he day I graduated and we
moved to After two years of marriage I was drinking again, was bulimic and ended up going to AA (knowing I didn't want to kill someone on the road driving drunk). I felt that I fit in at AA and. I met a lesbian there that I was drawn to--and couldn't stay away from. One night we kissed! I hadn't experienced anything like it before! I knew then that I had found LOVE (or what I thought was love-there were a lot of fireworks). I didn't know that I was a lesbian until that moment. The light turned on and I knew who I was! My marriage ended and I came out and told everyone I was gay. I never thought I would lose my family. I quit going to church (because I knew what they believed because of my experiences with my first husband). After a few months I hit another rock bottom. My family disowned me, my first lesbian love had left me, I was divorced twice and all alone. I CRIED OUT TO GOD. I CRIED UNCONTROLLABLY ALL NIGHT. I remember laying in a fetal position and waiting for help. Psalm 30:5 says, "Weeping may endure for a night, But joy comes in the morning." The next morning I had a vision of Jesus holding me as a baby and rocking me and saying, "I knew you before the foundations of the Earth. I created you and loved you before you were born. I love you My daughter, even when you think no one does. My love is everlasting and will sustain you. When all others have let you down; know I am here for you and I love you." Psalm 139:13-15 says, "Thou hast covered me in my mother's womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well. My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret." I met Roe, the love of my life in '99. At that time I had lost my driver's
license and I was taking the bus to work. Roe began picking me up for AA
meetings. We bought a house together then went to However, I still struggled with my sexuality because the minister continuously taught against homosexuality. We both enjoyed praise and worship, but, we knew that we needed to find a church where we could be ourselves. A special minister came to church, and I surrendered to God. I told him that as much as I loved Roe, I would give her up if God wanted me to. I thought I had been "healed" of homosexuality. After a couple days I actually realized what happened was that I was healed of the affects of what other people thought about me and homosexuality. God kept telling me that Roe wasn't going anywhere when I thought I was giving her up. I was a new person! I had been reborn. I could be Saved and Gay! What a revelation! God gave me the best woman ever and I didn't have to give her up to please anyone, not even God. One day there was a prophecy given to me in Sunday School about "changing neighborhoods" but we didn't know exactly what it meant. A few days later, I met Apostle Randy at Pride and knew that New Covenant was where we were supposed to be. The changing neighborhoods was actually changing churches and we gained a circle of friends. The preaching and teaching took me back to my roots and I knew that God still had a call on my life and wanted to use me (I just didn't know how until I got plugged in at NCCA). Joshua 1:8 reads, "This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success." I thank my God for seeing me through each step of the way. These are the best days of my life. I am over 10 years sober. My family is tolerant. I have the best wife in the whole wide world.Whatever it is you are going through, know God will get you through. Just hold on. Many times that is all I could do -- to hold on and know Jesus loves me. Sometimes I even had to laugh, saying "What else could go wrong?" I've learned and now know to stand! I've learned how to confess the word of God and make it a daily confession--to hold on to the promises no matter what, knowing God will see me through any situation. Revelation 12:11 (Joan paraphrased) "And I overcame Satan by Jesus blood on the cross and by the word of my testimony!" |
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Pastor’s Corner by Pastor’s Angela, Brian and Joan |
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by Pastor Joan Castle |
Strange Stranger by Pastor Angela Brown |
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I thank you Father that every Word of God
is pure, that Your Words are Spirit and Life. I thank You that Your Holy Spirit dwells inside
of me right now. I thank You that with His help, I can control my tongue. My
mouth can be used to tell of Your mighty works, sing Your praises and declare
Your Word at all times. From this moment on, in Jesus' Name, I do
not speak perversely. I do not think wicked thoughts but, think
about things that are true, honest, just, pure, lovely, or of good report. Is there anything of virtue or anything of
praise? This is what I will think of. I do not whisper or gossip or repeat a
matter. I will shut my lips because the Word says if I do, I will be
considered perceptive. |
We are set apart form the world because we are not of the world (John 17). When we gave our hearts to God, we figuratively and physically, became strangers in our land and to some of the people in our lives. Totally sold out to God’s word and realizing that the world held nothing for us, others began to see us as strangers that they no longer recognized. We don’t act the same or do the same things. Praise God! Continue on the path that God has for you and no matter how strange we might appear to the world, we are bright shining lights of glory to God. John 15;18-19 "If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you." |
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Lighthouse Ministries by Pastor Brian Grizzle |
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June 1st will be the next service for "Bible in the
Bar." We look forward to God showing up again like He has in the past.
He has been so consistent and faithful to be in our midst in these services.
Pray for us as we continue to spread the word about this new ministry. If
you're interested in going to one of the services at Clayton, call me at
404-281-3619. Our home Bible study has had a positive response and we are
consistently running 14-17 people each week and for the last four Thursday
nights we have had a brand new person come each week. |
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6- Women's Basketball Game @ Phillips Arena
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Fire
Institute Weekly May 25-31 Read 2 Chronicles 25 - Psalm 45 Come ready to discuss these amazing passages! |
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