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The Epistle |
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Great Expectations By Pastor Paul Walker |
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The Article |
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According to the Atlanta Pride Committee's published
statement, the main purpose of the annual Atlanta Pride Celebration is to
promote: (1) Unity Unity is a scriptural principle for Christians. With unity
the Bible teaches us we have strength. As we enter this Pride season, let's
walk in unity under the direction of the Holy Spirit. Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brothers to dwell
together in unity! Psalm 133:1 I in them and You in Me, that they may be perfected in unity,
so that the world may know that You sent Me, and loved them, even as You have
loved Me. John 17:23 (2) Visibility At our Pride booth, we are making an effort to be visible to
the community, as a place where Christ's love can be found: a place of
refuge, forgiveness and healing, a lace where His presence can be found. We
have a lot to unveil to a lost and dying world, to show those who have never
heard that they can be saved and GLBT. Let's pull together and make ourselves VISIBLE!!! ...A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Matthew 5:14 Good deeds are obvious…cannot be hidden. I Timothy
5:25 Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse
those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received, freely
give. Matthew 10:8 (3) Self-Esteem Many of our community have been beaten and downtrodden by
their families, their friends, their co-workers and others. Let's square our
shoulders and show them that our self-esteem comes from the righteousness of
God, not of ourselves. We can be proud to walk as GLBT Christians! Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of
plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel; but
let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even
the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great
price. 1 Peter 3:3-4 For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a
spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. II Timothy 1:7 And be found in Him, not having a righteousness of my
own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the
righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. Philippians 3:9 (4) A Positive Image We can present a positive image of Christ in a place where so
many have seen only a negative image of the church. We can be a true light in
a dark place! Ye are the light of the world. Matthew 5:14 In the same way, let your light shine before men, that
they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven. Matthew
5:16 We have not received the spirit of the world but the
Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us.
I Corinthians 2:12 Conclusion: So, let's take their purpose statement, which they have
spoken for years, and make it our prophetic charge! Join us as we cover the Earth with His glory at Pride! Be a part of the 31 hours we have and LET THAT NEW SOUND
(YOUR VOICE) BE RELEASED! |
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The Testimony |
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My
Experience in Church – A Nightmare!
(My Testimony) by Rocko |
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“I ain’t raisin’ no sissy…,” my
father yelled (as he snatched the yarn out of my hands). He’d walked into my
bedroom to find me crocheting and became furious. I used to hide in my
bedroom and sew and crochet because I knew that if he saw me, he’d be angry. I was born and raised in a rural town in north My father was a factory worker at one of the carpet mills there in the
neighboring town ( The church we attended was a small, country church. It averaged about
fifty to sixty on a good Sunday, and was one of the oldest churches in the
area. I can remember as a child watching the pastor of the church preach
and wondering why he was yelling. I never really got anything out of the
services because they were always so negative and robotic. My earliest memory of my sexuality is around the age of five looking at
guys and thinking that they were cute. At the time, I believe I phrased it
more as, “I wish I looked like him.” Nonetheless, I still found guys
attractive, and it didn’t occur to me that it was wrong. As the years progress, and as I began to mature, my parents began to
panic, because I was becoming more and more predominately feminine. I can
remember at the age of nine hearing my parents having a conversation about
what to do with me, because they didn’t want me to “turn out to be no
homo.” However, being basically raised by my mother, I was picking up on
her characteristics, gestures, and movements. At the age of 10, my mother
told me that I walk like a sissy and that she wasn’t going to tolerate a
sissy for a son. Even though I knew that I was attracted to men, I didn’t really apply
the term “homosexual” to me. Then, the year that I turned twelve, I was
walking through the Wal-mart and a random guy
stopped me and told me that he thought it was cool that I was so open about
my homosexuality. I was completely and utterly devastated. If HE could tell,
then everyone else could too--that event started my years of self-hatred. My 13th year was a tough one, as it is for most people. I was starting to
learn about myself and learn what makes me tick, and I wasn’t very accepting
of some of the things that I found out. I
hated myself for being gay, and I would spend hours kneeling by my bed,
praying for God to change me. I
would lie in bed at night and cry because I just wanted to be “normal;” no
matter what I did, nothing seemed to change. I was still attracted to guys,
and still found myself hating the fact that I was attracted to them. After about a year and a half of doing this, I finally sat back and
decided that I was obviously not going to change, so I had to be alone for
the rest of my life so that no one else would know. That didn’t last long, I met my first boyfriend. He was sweet, loving, and gorgeous. Jet black
hair that curled into little ringlets with jade green eyes, he was like
something out of a magazine. He was ALSO the youth pastor of a church that my
parents attended occasionally for revival meetings. He was twenty-six, and I
was fourteen….he understood me, and I understood him, and we clicked. We were together for a little over a year, and he went to I HATED HIM! It took me a while to realize what he’d done, but when I
finally realized that he wasn’t coming back, I cried myself to sleep for a
week out of grief. Then the tears of grief turned to tears of bitterness and
anger. I hated him for leaving me. How dare he? Then, as time went on, the
tears of bitterness and anger went away to leave no tears at all. I felt
nothing, wanted nothing, did nothing. After about seven months of sitting
around doing nothing but getting up in the morning, eating, and sleeping, I
began to realize why he’d walked out like he had. Your partner should be PART
of your life, not BE your life. He knew that I would never learn that unless
he did what he did. I still miss him sometimes, but the pain is gone, and I
love him for teaching me a lesson early in my life that a lot of people still
haven’t learned LATE in life. After him, there were a few more here and
there, nothing major. The year I turned sixteen was a turning point for me, because that was the
year that I came out to almost everyone. I’d come out to my best friends and
a few other people before then, but at sixteen, I decided to come out to
everyone except my parents, teachers, and the pastor of my parent’s church.
Almost everyone was accepting, and told me that it was ok, and I started to
grow and mature as people accepted me. Meanwhile, things at home were quickly starting to heat up. I would lock
myself in my room for hours on end just so that I wouldn’t have to see my
parents and talk to them, because I knew that if I did, it would end up as an
argument. My father, being excessively volatile, had already thrown me up
against walls, through doors, across chairs, and onto the floor. I remember
having to go to school one day and explain to the principal (it was a small,
Christian school and we had to wear uniforms) why I couldn’t take the scarf
from around my neck. My father, the night before, had tried to choke me, and
had left bruises on my neck. My mother talked to me later and told me that I
deserved it for agitating my father. I kept a bag packed at all times just in case I needed to leave. I DID
leave a few times, but always came back within thirty minutes, because I had
no where else to go. My parents had alienated me from all of my friends, I had no one to talk to, and nothing to look
forward to in direction my life was heading. About six months after I turned sixteen, I tried to commit suicide for the
first time. I took half a bottle of Tylenol before my stomach became so
nauseated, that I threw the pills back up before they could do any harm. I
was so sick of my life and where it was going that I didn’t care if I went to
hell when I died or not, I just wanted
to die! The second time I tried to commit suicide, I got insanely drunk on some
alcohol that I’d illegally bought, and walked down the middle of the nearest
highway in black clothes hoping that someone would come along and hit me.
Luckily, no one came along, and I sobered up enough to realize what I was
being, and went home. I was so ashamed of myself for not having the guts to
go through with it. At the age of seventeen, I turned to God for help. I accepted Jesus as my
personal savior at 17, and tried to turn straight, because I thought it was
the “right” thing to do. I couldn’t do it, so I dismissed my experience at
the altar as me getting caught up in the moment, and that I wasn’t really a
Christian. About three months before my eighteenth birthday, the pastor of my
parent’s church found out about my sexuality through his sister-in-law. She’d
found my Myspace, and she showed it to him. He read my Myspace,
printed out every single one of my blogs, and
showed them all to my parents. I spent the next six hours trying to convince them that I was ok, and that
I didn’t need psychological help. I finally agreed to see a therapist, just
to get them off of my back about it. (One of the exceptions of the therapist
was that he HAD to believe that homosexuality was wrong, so that he could
help me get past it). I agreed to see a therapist, but it never happened. The pastor told me that he didn’t want to kick me out of church, because
he wanted me there so he could preach to me and so I could get help, but
there would be stipulations to my return to the church: I wouldn’t be able to sing in the choir
anymore. I couldn’t be alone with any of the children
for ANY period of time. I wouldn’t be able to hold any of the babies in
the church anymore. I couldn’t be alone with any of the men in the
church for ANY period of time. I wouldn’t be able to sing during
congregational singing. I couldn’t pray in church. I couldn’t give prayer requests, unless they
were directly related to myself and needing help. I couldn’t attend youth meetings. I was basically just there to be sitting on the bench and listen to the
pastor bash me, but I agreed to the stipulations because of not wanting to
listen to my parents. On the very last service, before my eighteenth
birthday, the pastor preached on “The Dangers of Sodomy.” He pulled me
aside in the foyer after the service and told me that I was walking on
thin ice, and that God wouldn’t put up with my abominations for much longer.
He told me that God has a deadline that, if it’s crossed, he cuts you off,
he felt like that I was about to cross it. My father, that night, told me that I was about to enter into a very
dangerous lifestyle and that “them homos would rather cut your throat
than look at you!” I proceeded to tell him that the statement he’d
just made was by far, the most ignorant one I’d ever heard. He gave me a
black eye, and a good time was had by all. On my eighteenth birthday, my parents kicked me out. I moved in with a guy
that I knew in In While I was in I moved back to That Sunday was a definite eye-opener for me. I began to realize that even though I’d turned my back on God, He was
STILL right there with me! I began to grow in my faith and my walk
with God, and am still continuing to do so to this day. In March, 2008, I found out that Mark had died in As I close my testimony, I want to make it completely and utterly clear
that I did NOT have a bad life. My life was good compared to a My life’s quote: “Harsher punishment for parole violators”, Stan, "… And
world peace!” Sandra Bullock in Miss Congeniality |
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Pastor’s Corner |
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by Pastor’s Angela and Joan and Deacon Ron Floda |
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Confession of Faith by Pastor Joan Castle |
Take Hold of Your Blessings and Be a
Witness by Pastor Angela Brown |
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The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be
afraid? I will be strong and of good courage. I will not be afraid or dismayed, for the Lord my God is
with me wherever I go. In righteousness I am established. I am far from oppression and destruction, and fear will not
come near me; and from terror, for it will not come near my dwelling. No weapon formed against me shall prosper, and every tongue
that rises against me in judgment is condemned. For this is my heritage as a servant of the Lord, and my
righteousness is of Him. God has not given me the spirit of fear, but of power, love,
and a sound mind. God is for me, who can be against me? |
Have you ever watched something on TV, witnessed something miraculous, or
seen someone perform and it impacted you so much that you retold to someone
else what you had seen. In those instances of sharing, you witnessed to
someone about the natural. When we set out to share what God has done for us,
sometimes we are nervous, scared, maybe so much so that we find that we are
unable to speak about what has been done in our very lives. We need to take
stock in ourselves and realize that what we have witnessed because and
through God is more powerful than act witnessed on the TV, more miraculous
than some trick we might have witnessed. God has done mighty works in our
lives and as a praise to him, we need to tell
somebody. When we witness, we might just save someone's soul and maybe their
life. Prov 14:25-27 A truthful witness
saves lives, but a false witness is deceitful. He who fears the LORD has a
secure fortress, and for his children it will be a refuge. The fear of the
LORD is a fountain of life, turning a man from the snares of death. This morning I was reminded that we need to take hold of the gifts and
promises that we have been given. It is no accident that you are where you
are. And just as you have been placed for your divine appointment, you have
been given all the tools you need to achieve the goal that God has set before
you. God does not call the equipped, he equips the called. Knowing this, know
that God will supply all that you need and he will not give you more than
what you can bear. You are loved and capable, take hold of the gifts that God
has given you and take what has been apportioned to you to take. Phil
3:12-14 Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been
made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took
hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it.
But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is
ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called
me heavenward in Christ Jesus. |
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You Have A Calling |
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He created them male and female. God blessed them: "Prosper!
Reproduce! Fill Earth! Take charge! Be responsible for fish in the sea and
birds in the air, for every living thing that moves on the face of Earth.
(Genesis 1:27-28, Message) But the ultimate goal of mankind's creation was not to simply take charge
of the earth, but rather to bring it under the dominion of the Kingdom of God
for the glorify Jesus: "for thou hast created all things, and for
thy pleasure they are and were created" (Revelations 4:11 KJV).
The Lamb was slain from the foundation of the earth (Revelation 13:8),
and the Father had the Bride of Christ in mind from the beginning. The Old Testament is full of types and shadows of what
God was working towards - creating a people to enter into an intimate
relationship to co-labor with the son for all eternity. From the very beginning of time, God had a calling in mind for each and
every one of us. But to fulfill our calling, we have to be able to hear is
voice and follow after him (John 10:27). Hearing his voice and declaring or demonstrating it is the basis of
prophecy. And the testimony of Jesus is the Sprit of prophecy (Revelations
19:10, KJV). |
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July
4-6 - Gay
Pride Outreach - Date TBA - Cinema
Night - Free Movie at church 23 - New Covenant
Turns 8 Years Old 26 - 27 - 27 - Date
TBA - Family August
2 - Reunited (Home Groups All Come together) Date
TBA - Pool
Party SeptemberDate
TBA - Putt-Putt at Date TBA Gentlemen's
Brunch Fellowship October
Date
TBA - New Covenant Cinema Night - Free
Movie at Church 18 - Pastor Appreciation Sunday Halloween
Party - see November November1 - Halloween Party Date
TBA -
Thanksgiving Potluck - Dinner and a Movie December
31 - New Years Eve Party - Back by Request |
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Fire Institute Weekly
June 29-July 5 Catch
up on your reading of 90-Day Bible (up to Daniel 8) and Chapters 9-10 of The
Eternal Church by Bishop Bill Hammond July 6-12 Catch up on
your reading of 90-Day Bible (up to Matthew 26) and Chapters 11-12 of The
Eternal Church by Bishop Bill Hammond Come ready to discuss
these. |
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